Another Hundred People Just Got Off of the Train....

My life never ceases to be a whirlwind of excitement and drama in some fashion or another. Two summers in a row were marred beyond repair, and yet, I have survived. That's what I've decided I am... a survivor. I've been to hell and back, and I think I'm finally at a place of comfort in who I am once again.

Karma is also a bitch. I paid my dues. I went through the bad times, sucked it up, dealt with my shit and it's finally paying off. I know I'm a lot different than I used to be, and I'm becoming more and more ok with that, because I can remember who I am.

I started to think my philosophy on people and life was wrong. I now think that I should always trust my beliefs. People do not change; they forget who they are. The difference is in whether they then remember who they are. Some will, some won't. I became the very epitome of the type of girl I hated, and could not figure out why. When I did, I was disgusted with myself. How could I allow myself to think that way, act that way, become that kind of person even? Furthermore, how was I to break free?

Thank God for my cousin. She helped a lot.

Yeah, some people will never remember who they are. The future will tell all. Despite the cloud cover, today is a good day. A VERY good day.

:D

I have so many stories to share, and so little time with which to share them. I am hoping to make a decent post soon, however, and I apologize to anyone following this blog for my lack of posting.

Work has been crazy. 18 hour days and way too many staff meetings, however, I love working in a job that's not retail, and a job that is so understanding as well. Sometimes I do feel overwhelmed, I mean, I've never worked on such a large staff, and with so many people around my age.

I also turned 23, which was a shit show in and of itself. I had a great birthday, don't get me wrong...I'm just quickly tiring of being around drama. Leave the drama in your suites and don't thrust it upon my life, okay? Okay.

Sometime this week I am hoping to post a story, I just need to muster the energy/time with which to do this. Hopefully this post suffices until then.

Ciao!

So, I got myself this blog and realized that I haven't posted on it since I got it. I plan to rectify that. No I probably won't tell in depth stories of my life, or give you every single detail, however, I'd like to use this blog as a sort of memoir. My livejournal is for quick updates, but my blog will hopefully be a test of my writing and story telling skills.

I hope you all enjoy my blog. The first chapter will be coming soon, when I don't have work to rush to. :D